thanks bluerain. im a mess. i didnt do anything wrong. and his mother and whoever else can sit and say she was wrong but didnt need to go to jail etc. u know what? cops dont just arrest people unless its justified.

im panicking that she is pregnant. could that be my luck that that happens at this same time?

i dont want it to be.

i think i heard her crying in the background. good. its time she feels bad. she taunted me plenty, im sure laughed about it.

i said to him, why did she need to keep harassing me? she has her unemployed prize. she stole my husband. so what does she want from me?


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09