You need to take care of yourself as hard as it may seem right now. Can you go for a walk so that you can settle down and get some rest? It is going to be VERY important that you take care of yourself physically (rest, good diet, exercise) because your emotions are going to make you feel like you are on a roller coaster. You WILL be OK....regardless of the choices your W makes. Focus on you right now....not her.
Praising God Daily, Remaining "FaithfulH" Me: 62 W: 62 D:33 S:30 & 31 Married: 40 Years BD: Sep 2006 Piecing: May 2007 2nd BD: May 2014 Working On It: Today
