I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

well, i kept myself really busy today! had to be one of the most productive days i've had since the H left. it was a big accomplishment for me! i put up ebay items so i could make some money, cleaned my room a bit and responded to all emails ive been ignoring. searched for jobs, couldnt find much but applied for one. and got my brother to cosign for the apt which he will do tomorrow (lots of paperwork involved!). so i am HOPING that i get the apt, im not sure how my brothers credit is, but we'll see. i'm going to be so dissappointed if i get denied but im not going to think about that. im going to act as if i have it!! yippy!! so much closer to moving out!

im getting very tired now after everything i've done today. but today is my 3rd day of NC and its getting a lot easier i have to say. but there are always those days where the urge is much stronger but im going to focus on keeping myself busy so i dont have the time to even think about contacting him.

So day #41 is down! 40 more days to go!!
extremely knackered now, gonna crash!
goodnight everyone