Dylan, I was there. Right where you are. Lined up the bottles of pills, thought about just being able to go to sleep, to make the pain stop.
And then I thought of my kids.
And I went to the ER.
You might be able to make your pain stop, but only by heaping it upon those who love you, those who are innocent and have had too much heaped upon them already.
Please don't do that to them. You can call 911 if you don't feel like you have anyplace else to turn.
The pain that you are feeling WILL NOT LAST FOREVER. I know you don't believe this, but it is true. You have a responsibility to hang on and get the help you need. There is something else waiting for you.
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Mods - I hope that you have contacted Dylan through his other sign-on info and email to make sure that things are ok.
