K4D Rising #4

[25yearsmlc]

I shopped around for different groups b/c 1) I needed to understand the speakers and 2) did not want former clients or defendants I had prosecuted in the same group. 3) as a pregnant woman, I felt vulnerable, so I was more careful than usual and maybe a tad more fearful. But whatever judgment I entered my first meeting with, was tossed out the window with my pride as I humbly asked God to help me.

And God did help me and I had a personal miracle I won't share here b/c it undermines it and I don't want it held up for others to examine or scrutinize, I know what it was and that is enough. I tell you that much only b/c it's wrong to deny when God gives you one. But I was helped via the actions of men I might have put behind bars only a few years earlier.

Don't compare our experiences....unless you want to learn from mine as I learned from theirs...when I say it was the most humbliing experience of my life, I mean it in a good way.

j-