Believe me when I tell you that I have felt the depths of pain you are feeling a few times throughout my life. I have gone through some stuff no one should have ever have to and I dont mean just what is happening now.
But, please also believe me that you will get through this. You will.
Please know that you matter to your children. You do not want to leave them a legacy such as this. I know you dont.
You have touched this world in ways you cannot imagine. You have made an impression, a mark on people. Believe that.
We are all on this Earth for a reason. You may think you do not matter to your parents, your family, your children, but you are wrong. You are. Trust in that.
Please do what you must to get the help you need. Reach out to whomever you can. Just do it. Make a call. One call.
Think of your children. They need you more than you will ever know.
If you want, go to facebook and look us up. Many of us are on there with the names we use here.
You can do this. We are here if you need us. Come on now, dont give up.
