I feel that, given my philosophy about life that this is my responsibility and I am having a really tough time forgiving myself.
Love yourself first. If you believe you are worth it you will forgive yourself. We all make mistakes. We all sin. Forgiveness is the bridge from fear to love. A year ago I could barely look at myself in the mirror. I was ashamed, scared and lonely. The other part of my "I can handle it" mantra is that I had to look my self in the mirror, touch my chest with my fist and say out loud, "I love you Coach." All of my senses were involved. I needed to love myself first before I could give away my love. So corny but so powerful. It was a gift I gave myself. I just let you in on one of my secrets most people don't know about me. Alive, it's your journey to take, you can handle it.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
