Cautiously Optimistic

[Jimbo]

Hope-

You ARE strong. But even strong people can unwittingly tackle too much at once.

While I'm not an alcoholic, (I'm a drunk: alcoholics go to meetings! JK) the AA mantra applies here just as well...

"One day at a time."

Trapt and I can tell you some pretty legendary stories about when we would spin, just like you're doing right now.

Focus on you. Focus on right now. Focus on being in that state of unconditional love you spoke of.

Don't worry about what may or may not have been said during your H's session. Don't worry about what he may or may not say to you in the future. You have no control over these things.

You only have control over you.

He has his job to do: to figure out his stuff.

You have your job to do: to focus on you and be the best Hope you can be.

Don't overwhelm yourself with trying to do both jobs, or looking at the "big picture", trying to figure out what happens next. There are too many variables. And it will all come at its appointed time.

Trust the Universe, and allow it to give you what you need, when you need it.

"One day at a time."