I really don't know what I should do at this point.

I am still thinking going dark as she is still extremely upset and I know trying to talk to her will just lead to R talks. And she really wants nothing to do with me. She is gone this weekend and I will be gone for 10 days the next weekend. When I get back is when she wants to file. That is about 3 weeks. I can contest the divorce on no counseling until the end of the year if I choose. Going to ponder that for now and wait those 3 weeks.

Right now I really don't think I have any other choice than to go dark.

"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33