I am letting go of it (nothing else can be done, that's why I actually sent her pictures earlier this year instead of continuing being a black hole - I was trying to be gracious and forgiving and do things that would make H happy). But I just don't want her poison anywhere near my babies at this point.

Today, I am worrying about how I should get my hair cut on Friday. And I have a checkup with a nurse practitioner tomorrow. And for Sunday, I bought a ticket to a concert that I really wanted to see...

Me - 30, H - 32
T - 10, M - 6, D - 1
DD#1 - 4, DD#2 - 2
on/off OW 4/09 - sometime Summer 2010 (Told me about OW 4/10)
Separated 6/11/09, divorced 8/4/10, trying again 9/2011