Coach- H does not have a key to the house. I let him come work in his office and he did not respect our agreement. Plus, I am obviously too wimpy about it for fear of being accused...and, especially when kids are on the scene, I am really in a tough position. So, I think my energy needs to be on getting my new place.
As for the move, I am pretty comfortable with the distance, just may not get the support I need from my family and will have to make a unilateral decision. Plus, it will put us pretty far from H and make visitation more difficult. I am not saying I should not do it, I am just cognizant of the variables.
But, I think we would be happier there so I am making some calls today.
It is also moving the kids to a new community and new school. It is a lot.
Right now, I am committed to one day at a time. I am very depressed (and hormonal, whoohoo).
