I have all the respect in the world for you. Your job is very dangerous and requires great courage. You shouldn't have a low self esteem at all. Plus you have great faith and that is only a bonus to you. You want to do what is right and you strive to. Your career reflects that and your passiveness with your W reflects that. She is a fool to want to leave you. Why would she want to be in a relationship where someone always argues with her and treats her harshly.
Ok, I am with you on the organizing thing. My W always handled that to because she was better at it than me. So it just requires a skill to be learned to help out. Its one I have to do also.
Don't doubt yourself. A lot of people think highly of you. But you have to think the same way about yourself for your W to see it. Keep praying and try and rebuild your confidence in yourself. You have confidence in your line of duty. Bring some over to the M.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
