he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i have to say, this whole love triangle thing is making me backtrack in my progress. the other night, with her calling, invading my home while we were all sitting at the kitchen table, made me feel like they were going to be done, like he was going to leave her. not so much that he would come back to me, but they would be done.

and are they? dont think so.

and i shouldnt care. i was moving on, doing things to move forward, and i feel myself slipping,.

i dont want to go to family court, i dont want to deal with this stuff.