I came home this afternoon (tuesday) and stepson was still here. He seemed happy to see me and we talked all afternoon. At about 6:00 the home phone rang and I answered it without thinking to look at the caller ID. H was not home yet. I said hello twice without anyone saying anything on the other end. I then thought to look at the ID, and it was the skank, so I hung up quickly. (H has her in the handset directory in our home phone. I took it off once, but he put her back in! Grrr... Usually I never pick up that phone, but we had been busy talking.) I was so pissed that she had the nerve to call here. She probably thought I was still out of town, and called to talk to my step son. So... obviously he must have met her. Grrr.... I told him whoever it was hung up on me, and I think it was a friend of his dads. I wanted so bad to tell him everything his dad has been up to, but I didn't. Twenty minutes later the phone rang again, it was H. I answered J residence, MJ speaking. H asked why are you answering like that, and I told him because I was hung up on twenty minutes ago. I did not tell him by who. He got pissy with me, and told me to put his S on the phone. S talked for a minute, and then handed the phone to me and said he wants to talk to you. H then asked me if I would like to go to dinner with them. I asked if it will be just the three of us, and he said yes. I don't know what prompted me to ask that, but I did. So, I went.
I asked if we should take my car. (I didn't want to go in his suv. I just couldn't stand the thought of sitting where she must sit.) H said we will take the suv. Uh Oh! He opened the door for me, and I got in. I tried so hard not to think about where I was sitting. I was so strong. I hadn't been in H suv in months. I nonchalantly looked around, but didn't see anything out of the ordinary. No signs of skank. He was playing young music on the radio. Not at all like he used to listen to. Grrr....
We arrived at the restaurant, and he ran around and opened the door for me. WOW! We had a nice dinner, and conversation was friendly. Although I kinda felt an uneasyness about him. Sure, he probably had stepson out with skank the other nights, and now with stepmom. H asked where I was the past couple of days, and I said uh... long pause... then I told him where I had been. He also asked me where I went on vacation. H was brave in front of S.
We then came home. H went to bed in guest room of course. Stepson on couch. I wonder what stepson is thinking. I wonder what lies he has told him. I wanted so bad to talk with stepson, and tell him what was really going on, but I didn't. It's his dad. I left it alone. It will come out eventually, but not by me.
I thought I did a great job of DBing tonight. I made sure to look really cute. I had on a short skirt,w/ summery top. My hair was even looking really cute tonight. I thought.( sorry, I don't mean to sound too arrogant here, lol) I was bubbly, but not in a fake way.
