I am in a lot of pain right now as this tearing apart has been so slow and I just feel left over and over again when he comes here and takes more things and leaves. He will not be coming tomorrow because I was a wreck tonight when he left. I have asked him so many times to not take things or linger in the house, that he can schedule a time. Tonight, I just couldn't handle it. And with the kids here, I didn't want to yell or cause a scene.
Big decisions and where will live is top of the list. I am pretty clear, just nervous about being a bit further from my parents and maybe isolated. But, it would be a fresh start.
