Ive thought about that alot Kassie, you are absolutely right. He needed to tell me he was unhappy, not find someone else. I guess my haircut was about GALing, Ive needed one for a while, and with all thats happened lately, I needed to do something to make myself feel good. I guess maybe I dont know how to quite separate the responsibility.

I really wanted to talk to H today, but I didnt make any contact. It was nice to spend the day with my mom, unfortunately because I took the 1st part of the day off, I didnt get done till 9pm tonight. But its kind of nice to be all worn out.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...