The movie was awesome, but sad at the end... I'm like a kid when it comes to Harry Potter, I'm reading the books now, Im up to the middle of the fourth one. I just love it. To bad there wasn't really a hogwarts...
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Please try not to put unwanted visions in your head. I know it is hard to do but it only makes your PMA worse and then it's down hill from there.
I have only seen the first two Harry Potter movies but they were good.
I feel so free this week not working at the store. Waiting for H to need my help though can't sit around to long it would drive me nuts. Guess im'e a workin fool. I know H is. we are status quo right now which is probably good I just wish for more. You know im'e sure.
Talk later
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
Jak, Sounds good. ahhhh free time, what is that ???
S6 has a cold now I have it... my throat is so raw!! H is due home late tonight. His best friend's father past away on Tuesday, so we will be able to make the funeral on Saturday.
Other than that, it is nice out, but I just don't think I can muster up the energy to go to the beach today.
Call me when you get a chance!
T
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Thanks nc.. All is ok here... H never did make it home on Saturday, so I had to go to the funeral alone. but I had to go. he was upset he couldn't make it.
My cold is just finally going away... the boys are ok.
The second night H was home he got one of his " I don't want him " deals .... When we get paid, he really needs to really see someone, we just can't afford it right now, but his insecurity is really really bad, My gf reminded me it seems he is really like this when he gets back from a trip... I wonder why??
What doesn't make sense is that he has been looking over my shoulder since he's been back... like he is making sure im not doing anything... yea right, that's the last thing he has to be worrying about.... That crap ticks me off!
I'll check up you nc..
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
I don't want to worry you needlessly, Irish, but I see a red flag. Coming home from trips and acting differently, yet afraid that YOU are the one doing something you shouldn't......this is very affair-like. NOt sure if it changes anything about what you are doing, but awareness if the possibility can possibly change how you go about making decisions. I hope I'm wrong.
Under Normal circumstances I would think the same as you, but because of the line of work he is in it would be very hard for that to happen. I still look occasionally on the cell bill, and basically know where he is all the time. Of course anyone can have an affair anywhere, but like I said it would be hard because of the line of business he is doing.
He actually hasn't "cheated" that I know of.
He is extremly insecure, and lately has been telling me how fat he is and that I look too good for him. This has been a problem for him since he was small. He's always had a confidence problem, and is very needy of me.
So there you have it. I don't honestly think that anything is going on, just his insecurites while he is gone, and Im here alone.
Journaling~
Long weekend at our friends, Two parties in two days... But is was fun, ,kids had fun. Summer is going by fast, and im getting sick of this rain.
No plans for the rest of the summer, just going to a couple of local fairs and if we get a job he's going to today, then maybe might take a right up north.
At least H has been home a lot more this summer, the boys are really enjoying it.
Have a good day everyone.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
