I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

journaling:

feeling much better. im noticing that A LOT of my old friends have been getting in touch with me lately which feels soooo good.. i dont feel so lonely now. i dont know why i ever stopped keeping in touch with them. i used to be so social. well im on the road to getting it back!

i was talking to my friend who just got married and she went on her honeymoon to europe and went to ireland and she thought about me the whole time and how she was dying to see my H and kick his ass. LOL. that was sweet but i didnt want her to spend her honeymoon waiting to see my XH wandering around!! haha

anyway, i have done so much work with ebay. im that much closer to making a grand for a deposit for an apt!! woohoo!! now if only it would stop raining so i could sell at the flea market!!
but im proud of myself for the work i did today despite finding the old love letters..

i have a horrible headache now though, must take something for it.

so like i said earlier. i started a countdown to september 1st, hoping that is when i get to move out AND also a countdown to no contact with my H. im hoping to make it past a month without contact unless he initiates it first. so yesterday was day #43 down. today is day #42 down!! 41 more days to go!! i can make it, i believe in myself!!!