I hope your last post was just venting. We all go thru days where we feel there is no hope. Many of us have been where you are now, me included. I was so far down at one point that I was thinking of giving up on everything. A dear friend helped me realize that wasn't the answer.
You have 2 precious children that need you. Have you thought of how they would react if something happened to you?
Life is tough for everyone. What we deal with only makes us stronger. You can only live one day at a time. It takes time to adjust to all that we have had to deal with. You can't get over the hurt over night. It could take weeks, months or even years. YOU can make it thru this. Dylan, if you need some time to yourself I respect that, just please sign on and let us know you are ok. If you want to talk off the boards please email me at anitamarie517@yahoo.com. I have a Backberry and can respond immediately.
You have many friends on here...please talk to one of us.
