Don't give up the church if it gives you comfort. Stop trying to appease your wife it won't work.
Lifting weights might help with your mood. I run. A lot. It really helps me, just a thought.
Your wife married you for a reason. Don't let her rewrite your history. If I were you, I would seriously try to rediscover how you acted around her then.
Finally, if it is too emotional seeing her, then you should really try to arrange things so that you don't have physical interactions. It isn't helping you Kevin.
I'm a man . . . But I can change . . . If I have to . . . I guess . . .
