I know how this is going to come from you but I didn't have access to my computer and it just came out...Please tell me it is fixable (I know I screwed up my DBing) and how to fix it...
I received a text from older son this afternoon...Hubby had texted him asking what's up kiddo?...Son wouldn't answer him no matter how much I begged him to just send a "I'm fine" response...Next thing I know son sends me another text - Hubby came to the house...Came in and tried to talk to son who went off to his room to avoid hubby - Never spoke a word to him...Hubby left, son texted me that hubby was in my room looking in the closet/drawers for a few minutes etc...(WHY?)...
So I called hubby...Asked him what was up (nicely) and he sounded so very sad and boom in I went...He told me he was living alone, He was "happy as happy can be" (What does that mean)...He doesn't know when he is coming home...He loved us etc...We chatted for a few...
Later on (this is what I am speaking of) I texted him (because I felt horrible about how sad he sounded - I know I shouldn't but I did) and let him know that nothing he has done was irreversible...Told him the boys and I loved him/missed him etc...He texted back he appreciated that and that he loved and missed us as well...Then (yes this did just come out of my phone to him) I told him that the door was always open whenever he decided to come back - Where in the hell did that come from? He replied back I love you...Crap...How can I fix this????
Please don't scream at me though...I know I screwed up
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
