I know you are going through a bad spell right now. I know that you are in a lot of pain. I need you to do all of us a huge favor and try really hard to push that pain. Please reach out to a good friend, a family member or pastor and ask for help. Tell them that you are on the edge and want to be pulled back. Please, help is there for the asking.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory