how do I move from friendship

[whitneypinch]

Hi again,
Well I live in Toronto and it's a nice city but I have lived in NYC and LA and travelled all over the world.
I would prefer to live in the USA as I am American.
My ex and I came back to Toronto from NYC to live here. I left a fantastic career in NYC. Now I am stuck here as I could never leave my kids.
I have been dark from my ex since Friday. Man is that hard but I know I have to do this.
She just phoned to tell me about a meeting she had at our kids school. She was enthusiastic to tell me. So, I was upbeat and appreciative but will stay on my dim path.

I have not had a single fight with my ex since she left. In fact we are able to communicate much better than when we were together. I have read every book I can on relationships, marriage, and being a husband, a father and a man. I grew up with a terrible divorce since I was 5.

Thanks again for talking with me. I really helps to talk to other people going through this stuff.