[/quote] That leads me to today's struggle. I want nothing more than to be able to tell my H the things I say on this board. I feel like that is what I am supposed to do. He should be the one that I disclose my inner most feelings to. Am I off base here?
Yet, if I do, especially since my feelings lately are hurt and pain related to betrayal, I will piss him off, he will back away, because he doesnt' want to deal with the damage that's left on my heart. Because his guilty is easier dealt with by avoidance.
So what does that say about the depth of his feelings? Not too sure, but seem like maybe not as deep as I would wish.[quote]
Dug in,
No you are not off base in my book.
Sounds just like my H I feel, and he has told me he feels guilty and just wants it to go away. Avoidance, Certainly. Don't talk about it and it will go away, and since it wasn't a PA he didn't do anything really wrong. Ya right and I struggle
JAK
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