I had the WEIRDEST split second day dream that happened in the blink of an eye.
My best beloved coming though the door seeing our Jack Russell pup and saying "Hello mommy" like she always did.
Bizarre - never had anything like that before. Two months down the line. Approximately - not counting I promise.
Also had a few of the early morning wake ups. It does get better.
What makes it better is to do what everyone here talks about and reads - be there for you. Become a better person and let everyone see the difference. You don't show it off under a spotlight - people just notice.
Don't do the "weirdness" bit. It's only mucking up your head.
What will happen will happen. Get into a state where, when it does, it doesn't throw you into a loop from hell.
I _used_ to jump every time I got a text message. No more.
