More packing. I still need to find a place, and soon. Packing is actually semi-beneficial. I was planning on moving well before her "I've filed" fiasco, so it feels more like I'm doing this for my own sanity, which I am. I just need to regroup. I still want to be with my W, but I need to do this for me right now, regardless of what transpires in the months to come.
So tomorrow is our anniversary. I know would be a celebration of something that doesn't exist, but it still makes me think. More importantly, I am expecting a rush of emotions, so I'm making a plan while I'm not all emotionally wound up. I plan on keeping busy ... I have work followed by some games to work in the evening. That should get me home late tomorrow. I asked some old, old guy friends to call, just to check in and make sure I don't call/text/visit Her tomorrow. That's my plan and I'm sticking to it.
I have an anniversary coming up in a few weeks too... I like your plan to stay busy, and having some friends call you to check in is a great idea. Keep packing and staying busy. In another 24 hrs or so, the day will be done. Take care.
Hi MW- I've been out of the office/sick for the better part of a week and am just now getting back to the board. How are you holding up? Did yesterday go okay for you?
PATIENCE AND FORTITUDE CONQUER ALL THINGS. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
DBing and MLC take their toll....Please provide exact CHANGE. -Jimbo
Kept busy for anniversary day. I was pretty much ok until I tried to get some sleep. At some point the bizarre dreams will end - I hope. I woke up at 3 thinking that this day signaled the 2 year mark where I feels like I stepped into a parallel universe where nothing makes sense anymore.
I haven't heard anything from the W since last week. I was expecting that since she wanted to drive the D full speed ahead, I would have heard something from her about paperwork ... something. I'm not volunteering to help with the D process, so I don't plan on asking. I still have this nagging feeling like more weirdness is about to unfold.
Kept busy for anniversary day. I was pretty much ok until I tried to get some sleep. At some point the bizarre dreams will end - I hope. I woke up at 3 thinking that this day signaled the 2 year mark where I feels like I stepped into a parallel universe where nothing makes sense anymore.
The dreams will get fewer and farther between. Even now I'm still having really strange dreams, but I'm wondering if it's not my subconscious processing stuff, since the D has been in my face more often than not lately...
Originally Posted By: mountain_west
I haven't heard anything from the W since last week. I was expecting that since she wanted to drive the D full speed ahead, I would have heard something from her about paperwork ... something. I'm not volunteering to help with the D process, so I don't plan on asking. I still have this nagging feeling like more weirdness is about to unfold.
Remember...have no expectations......
PATIENCE AND FORTITUDE CONQUER ALL THINGS. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
DBing and MLC take their toll....Please provide exact CHANGE. -Jimbo
I had the WEIRDEST split second day dream that happened in the blink of an eye.
My best beloved coming though the door seeing our Jack Russell pup and saying "Hello mommy" like she always did.
Bizarre - never had anything like that before. Two months down the line. Approximately - not counting I promise.
Also had a few of the early morning wake ups. It does get better.
What makes it better is to do what everyone here talks about and reads - be there for you. Become a better person and let everyone see the difference. You don't show it off under a spotlight - people just notice.
Don't do the "weirdness" bit. It's only mucking up your head.
What will happen will happen. Get into a state where, when it does, it doesn't throw you into a loop from hell.
I _used_ to jump every time I got a text message. No more.
