Hi Sweets...

Not on a break...I am back at my old job where I have no boss to answer to and my time is all mine smile Don't text it to her...It is hard and there are times throughout the day catching myself thinking...I can't wait to tell hubby this when I get home but alas he isn't there and I have no one to tell right now...

Thank you for the hugs...Virtual or in person they are always welcome...Huge hugs right back to you as well...I don't feel amazing however I thank you for that...

As I read about this board and see what wonderful people are here, it makes me stop and think what fools the spouses are...I know there aren't any perfect marriages however not a one of these spouses went to their significant other with their problems...They just seemed to wake up one morning and bam life as we knew it ceased to exist...

Thank you for asking - The boys are doing ok...I am trying so hard to be all I need to be for them right now and that is why I am not facing much...I can only let a small amount out at a time otherwise I am afraid it will overtake me and I will break...

My shoulder is here for you as well and the same advice back to you - Don't take on to much Mac...

I don't have a FB and the PM doesn't seem to be working...Use this one - no_serenity13@yahoo.com and let me know when you have it so I can remove it from this post...

Ponder this my friend...

In the track of love, there is no if; there are no conditions. I love you for no reason, with no justification. I love you the way you are, and you are free to be the way you are. If I don’t like the way you are, then I’d better be with someone who is the way I like her/him to be. We don’t have the right to change anyone else, and no one else has the right to change us. If we are going to change, it is because we want to change, because we don’t want to suffer any longer".

by Don Miguel Ruiz

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~