Still Wondering How To Handle Things!!

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Hey Sanderika....I dont think that anything that my H is doing lately is anything unusual. He has acted like this for quite a while now. But him saying something about mowing my yard was something he only says when he is thinking about home. He hasnt said it in a while. I think when he gets on these lonely spells and being down, he does think more about coming home, but as in the past, he snaps out of it and decides staying on his own is better. Money is somthing he just doesnt have right now.

I did mention that my gutters need cleaning out and he said he would do that for me today. He has always done stuff for me, most of the time all I have to do is ask.

I in no way think he is even close to wanting to come home right now. But, I can always hope that I will see the changes that make me want him to come home...right now, Im not seeing them.

Thanks for the good wishes on the weight loss! I feel like I am struggling now. It hard, I really NEED to lose about 20 more and after the 50 I have already lost, its getting so much harder to get them off!