Okay, I said it before and I'll say it again. Your W is weird.
You really have to detach your emotions and your hard on. There's your 2x4. I understand, really I do, but you really haven't even started DB'ing. You've been hanging on to her so much that once she shows a little positive signs, you jump all over it.
I totally get it. I was the same way. But your W has not changed one bit and hasn't even adjusted her POV.
Hope this week turns out better.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.