K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

Yes, that resonates with me. I didn't send anything. I was just having a backsliding day today and yesterday. I'm doing better tonight.

I did not cry when the kids were leaving. My eyes did water up, but I did not cry.

Yes, I was feeling emotional yesterday as they were leaving. If that is weak, then I guess I am weak at times.

Well, my W discovered that the kids were going to mass with me. So she asked why. I went into my reasoning behind it. She chose to disagree with me on the reasoning but didn't say anything else. I'm sure she was seething as it was IMing back and forth. Either way, that is where I am going and when I have the girls, that is where they will be going with me. There is nothing she can do about it. It is one huge strike against me. But I'm not caving on that issue. She doesn't even take them to church, so why she cares which one I take them to, I don't know.

Either way, that set me back majorly with her I am sure. She wanted no part in discussing the logic with me. She said she wasn't interested in a theological discussion. Funny because she told me that her and her 55 year old friend have the greatest theological discussions. Oh well.

Now I am less sure about the anniversary card with the kids pics in it. But that is still 2 weeks away. I may do it anyways and just do it the way 25 told me to.

So if I take a stand for something and set my boundaries she detests me and if I don't, she doesn't respect me.

Can't win.

Kevin