(and you're no harder on yourself than you are on anyone else)...
Yikes, I hope I'm not that hard on others...something to think about.
Feeling good right now. Productive. I have a meeting regarding a project I am excited about and I am working this week. I am also putting pen to paper and coming up with a plan for what I want in a settlement.
Cr*p, work just got canceled. Que sera...hopefully they'll reschedule.
Communication with H is going better though he sent me a totally inappropriate photo of S6...now it is just stupid and thoughtless, not something that would preclude him from seeing his kids. As I told my parents when the reacted with horror, unfortunately, idiots are allowed to have kids.
As for where I wan to live. My dream has been to get out of the city (but still technically within the county so I don't think he can fight it). My qualms have been a) moving kids to a new school on top of everything else and b) distance from my parents and H. Well, S9 (who was my big concern) expressed enthusiasm about the idea (loves nature and the locale) and talked about how he loves making new friends.
So, I just have to consider the distance factor and that my family may be aggravated. In my heart I think it would be a much more peaceful and healthy lifestyle.
