I've come full circle #26

[kat727]

Another dumb e-mail received from ex. He spoke with his former attorney and he told him you are interpreting the guidelines correctly. They belong together those two azzes!!!

Then he is going out of his way to get a birthday present for me from the girls. WTH????? My head feels as if it will explode trying to understand this idiot just enough so that he can see that he is an idiot. Oh and he is caving on S13 not wanting to come but he won't give an inch on the girls. Feels as if he is out to punish me or something or them even because they aren't older.

This weekend my mind wandered a bit since we are coming up on being divorced for a year. I have got to get a better lock on that memory box of mine!! It isn't my questioning where I am at but more like where did it go wrong. Doesn't really matter except to learn from it because I can't change it.

I know I mentioned this on another thread and maybe even here, but I can't help thinking of the lady I helped several years ago while I worked at the bank. She came in devastated and crying. Her H wanted a divorce and he was cheating. I ran into her a couple of weeks ago and I remember her name and how I knew her. she knew I looked familiar and finally placed me. Oh yes, she said, I was a mess. Didn't have a clue what I was doing. It took a couple of years but I forgave him and her and then love came into my life. I have been remarried for 5 years and I never knew how good a marriage could be. Love will find you too.

I believe that but I am not anywhere near forgiving so I guess it is going to take a while, huh?

kat