Your right, I say that all the time, "Its not math!" And really, I dont think that I screwed up last time, I do wonder if he pulled away because of something that I did, but I wont ever know that, and I know that beating myself up over it isnt going to help.

I do really hope that we can pull it together this time. But I just dont know.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...