So, no messages from W today. None. No sweat. W is going through job stress, and if she does not want to turn to me, so be it.

Really not letting it get to me. Just raises some low grade anger. So, I went to work out. Weights or run? Oh he!!, how about BOTH. I needed it.

I haven't been rude to W, but I really don't feel like engaging her right now. I haven't asked about her day, and I don't plan to. If she doesn't want to tell me, I don't care.

I'll be fine. Just venting.

Maybe frustrated a little too. But, I suppose this is part of the pattern of good, happy, then ignore me during the day.

Suppose this is pull back day for me.


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