Neither of us bring up R talk. I feel like if he is coming back around I need to be really careful. I think that this might be our last chance, probably by my choice, but I really need to not screw up this time.

My DB and SSM books came in the mail today, I had checked DB out a few times from the library, it will be nice to have my own copy, I wont have to feel pressured to finish it.


I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...