you are in a seriously dangerous situation...breaking things and locking you in a camper is likely a precursor to something even worse.
I was so worried this would happen...it is predictable that the abuse will get worse when you take an abuser back, and it certainly has! Please heed these warning signs. Breaking a lamp this time, breaking you next time!!
Do you have a domestic violence center in your town? Please try to locate some resources to help you deal with this violent man.
And his comments about saying you're the only person that makes him happy and he's angry that you aren't right now...this shows that he has externalized all his feelings, he makes YOU responsible for HIS feelings.
One thing that DB sucks at and ignores is the very dangerous world of abuse. You can't DB an abuser. He's sick. He is addicted to blame, and there is nothing that you, lost, can do to fix him or even please him.
It took so much courage for you to separate from him the first time...please don't close your eyes to what is happening now.
