Honestly OD, I am getting more than he will have to give me. Our overhead is just too high. I need to figure out where we are going to live and I have a pretty good idea of what I can expect in terms of support.
I can live on a lot less, just have to make the move (which of course is a bit complicated).
I had one visit with L. He is a relative and is tough and will not be much support emotionally, though he is one of the best. I have to be ready and steady and have my emotional support in place so I can manage all of the emotional aspects. Yes, I admit I am stalling. I am really terrified and nothing the Ts have said has appeased me. And, neither of the two I spoke to at length about this thought I should file for D.
The T I want to see is very expensive. I am trying to determine if I should go to one of the others or scrape up + beg my parents to help me pay for the one that is comes the most highly recommended. I admit it, I am really afraid.
