Isn't it amazing how easy things get screwed up? I really thought it was ok to ask him to talk about where we were going since supposedly we are trying to put the marriage back together and I thought you thought so too Puppy. I feel like I've been punched in the gut today.
Guess the good news is that I've learned I've just got to take what he says with a grain of salt. Stick to my plan of just working on myself and hoping he'll be encouraged to do the same. And certainly having NO EXPECTATIONS!!!
My big worry today is that he may come back and say because I want to talk about the relationship every night (not true) that he's done or moving out - which he threatened both last night. However, he did say that he meant what he said when he called me while I was on vacation. So I'm really hoping this is just a temporary setback and he'll cut me some slack.
I can't wait for this day to be over - I think I won't be able to relax until I see how he is tonight. It just feels like I'm starting all over again and that's what makes me sick to my stomach!
