Ready2Change (9) Divorce Papers Signed

[Ready2Change]

Almost a year since I have been out of the house. (I moved out August 1 of last year (08)).

MsR2C still does not look happy. I am out of her life and she is still not happy. No one to blame anymore. Still minimal communication. She does have a real nice tan, so she is out running and biking still.

I had an interesting dream Sat night. She introduced me to OM. Funny how my brain needs "Justification" for the reasons she chose to end our marriage.....Funny how my brain needs to create more drama.....The good thing is I did not believe the lies my brain was creating.


I did have a near death experience this weekend. Gave me a clear focus again. Lighting storm quickly blew in while I was fishing. A charged field moved across me and my fishing pole started shocking me! Talk about a good reminder to enjoy life while we are here (as well as take shelter during thunder storms)....

Go out and live your dream today. It is all you have. Don't let the regrets of the past or the fear of the future control you.

HUGS