WCW, thanks for the book suggestion. With 4 kids & working 50 hrs a week it will take me a small eternity to get through all these! LOL
Anyway, I'm not 100% positive that I don't want to reconcile, honestly. I sure was a week ago, but after giving myself some "cool down" time I'm thinking differently.
I just don't want to run back to him & bail again or vice/versa.
How do I handle these feelings? This morning I honestly felt like I would take off work & high tail it to ATL & find him & tell him that I love him & that I know we are making a HUGE mistake.....but what if he turned me away again? Or said he was with someone else now?
See where I get my name...DISTRACTED? I think WAY too much!
Distracted 1978 Me - 30 H - 28 D - 13, 8, 7 S - 21 months SS - 6
My Bomb to him 10/26/2008 Separated (physically) 03/15/2009 Filed for legal separation 10/01/2009
