DBing is hard as hell...and downright exhausting at times...but it gets easier, it really does...and so much of it amounts to learning things about yourself that it constantly reminds you that the process and the pain are worth it.
When will you get to spend some time with your boys again?
Have you gone dark? I don't know if that's necessarily what you need right now, btw...aside from the GALing...what have been your 180s in terms of your W/M?
