I don't know about that. All I know is that the better I understand what's in my head, the better I do. The better I do, the more I understand what's in my head.
For me, it's about the interior dialog. It appears to be the case that I don't speak a language WAW understands; what I say doesn't resonate with her, and this creates the panoply of misinterpretations that has plagued me the past couple months.
I clearly don't speak WAS -- call me crazy, but I just can't get past 2+2=4, though she seems to be able to. It's like that awful interrogation scene in "1984" (starts @ 6:00). To see the world the WAS way is an act of will.
So now - hopefully somewhat clearly, hopefully somewhat articulately - I'm talking to me.
