So my topic for today, the WASs temporary insanity, will be postponed...
Going to work tomorrow and the next day.
Had to get some $$ from my dad for food. Ouch.
Found an email I had sent H pre-bomb...was really sad. I was so loving and direct and clear about wanting to hear him and for us to focus on making things better.
I really feel that an OW showed up some time in September.
I know this isn't supposed to matter. It is in the past.
But when and how do you give up on A) getting the truth and B) Getting WAS to see it?
I really do want to understand how people let go of that or if there is some peace in getting the truth.
The last time H left and came back, getting the truth was like a nice warm bath and I felt so weightless...relieved. It really helped to see it clearly and to have H acknowledge it.
Anyway, lots to do because I am going to be working the next couple of days.
