Thanks Serenity,

You seem to be the only rock in my little world,
I hope I'm managing to reciprocate to you.

Glad to see you did something other than work for a few dollars wink
I'm also glad to know you didn't have a PC otherwise reading my $h1t would have given you a bigger downer. We seem to be in sync somehow!
A 2 month break - you lucky LUCKY person.
Goals are a good thing. Mine are to ephemeral to grasp at the moment. I'll have a long think over the coming weekend and compare notes wink

I've noticed in looking at Newcomers that it seems that the person writing the thread is staring at the thing in the hope that someone will pop in and offer AT LEAST words of encouragement. Your quote being one of them - thanks from the bottom of my heart for that Serenity smile Suffer - good grief I'm going to be the world's strongest man! - Truly appreciated.

I honestly don't know what is wrong with either me or my sitch that no-one apart from you seems to reply, approve, disapprove etc. (Sorry Gardener, K4D, Kittyfish - don't mean to include you in the above tirade).

Maybe it's because I seem to be doing okay. Maybe it's because of the time difference and my posts drift down to the bottom of the pile. Maybe it's because there are so few "good guys" they are spread so thin and take on the neediest cases first. Maybe, maybe, maybe.

Now I feel I really WON'T have any help. Ahhhh bollocks.

JHC guys - I'M TRYING. It would be so good for someone that's been through something similar, with experience, and succeeded to offer a glimmer of their knowledge.

Today is a prime example of the cr@p I just can't get a handle on!! ...

Text messages this morning .....

Beautiful day for a beautiful girl! Hon, can u meet at pet shop? Would love u 2 choose new buddy 4 stick (the surviving fish who is doing so well now his dead friend is out of the picture - is there a moral here?) . Hang in there sweetpea. Things R coming right. Hugs & biggest X ever!

Ken, I am not in richwood. I am in durbanville. Sorry you are going to have to choose the fish yourselve.

(Why the heck tell me she's moved - why does she give a damn to tell me and what am I supposed to do with the info - ride off into the sunset looking for her?)

Not a problem honey. Gonna clean up 2night anyway. Got knocked off bike and collected a load of grass! He'll wait & so will I. Have a lekke day sweet. Hugs

At least I won't have to wash the jeans :-) they r in the bin ruined ;-)~

And the reply - absolutely f all!

1. W has a job.
2. Has moved and now away from friends crap (really)
3. At least getting replies - but seems to be nice when I do something for her and crappy when I ask her for help in any way.
4. Friend told go-between to keep W's job secret!

She's turned from being a black hole - nothing coming back total indiferance - to wobbling between being "nice and polite" to a childish b!tch

Guys if you could PLEASE read my posts over the last few days and give some sort of feedback, I'd be truly appreciated and will name my first born after you.

Sorry to vent - I just cant see the wood from the tree's.

Serenity - a pat on the head from you will do wink

Cheers - now to go cook Fish Fingers and Chips (French Fries to you lot;) )

Mac