Just doing a bit of journaling I guess. Went the whole weekend without any contact at all. Have not heard nor seen the wife and kids since last Thurs. It is really hard. I knew I would be okay on Fri. and Sat. (spent time with family), but knew Sun. and Mon. would be hard. I am not going to call or try to "check in." I really hope she starts to pick up the rope to see if I am still there. I feel like should she try I need to make myself unavailable. I hate these games. Seems so high school to me. I can really look at where we are now and truly think we are in a better place than where we were a month ago. I have been trying to prepare myself telling myself over and over that yesterday and today would be hard, but it is hard to talk yourself out of it when you are in the middle of it. I can't wait to get back home tonight and get out and do some things. Tons easier than being here at work. RTQ
Me 34 WAW 34 S 3 D 1 Marr. 7 Tog. 8 Bomb 04/11/2009 Left 04/13/2009
