Sorry that's what happens with lack of sleep - he talked said maybe he should move out at one point. I initiated the sex. After I blogged here, I got ready to leave and he was up. I just looked at him and said X, I'm sorry. He said you don't have anything to be sorry for!
WHY ARE YOU APOLOGIZING TO HIM???
Why are you pursuing him? (initiating ML is the ultimate form of pursuit)
You were doing so well, had him reeling, and had the power. He was wondering what you were up to, what you were thinking, and whether or not he screwed up. Now you've assured him that you're always there for him if he just pulls on your string a little, and you've given him all the power back.
Don't worry, it's all fixable, but you need to fix it NOW.
