he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

thanks, i am dealing with alot!

i have to say, going to speak with the detective yesterday, it was rather bittersweet. i have spent so much time with my good friend conjuring things up, learning about this girl when i first discovered about her.

and gee, now, i needed all of that information!

its all hard, its hard that i must file for support through the famiyl court, its not going to stay friendly.

or who knows, reality will hit him and he will come running back here.

i will always want my marriage to work but im not a fool anymore. i know what would have to happen and i dont see that type of true remorse or true reconciliation happening anytime soon.