I had a decent w/e.

It's quiet here w/out D18, and her gaggle of girls (and boys!).

I ran kids around, and did errands on Sat am (while H caught up on sleep), and Sat night the boys, H and I went to his partner's 40th birthday party. It was fun. His other partner/customer was there with his wife, and I haven't seen them much in years (and we used to all be very close). One hiccup (noticeable to probably only my H)... My H's partner/customer taped a Viagara to the birthday boys mirror, and told me and H about it. So, OF COURSE, I have to stick my foot in my mouth, and I say, "Ton, where the heck did you get a Viagara?" (DUMB BLONDE!) He laughs it off, and then his W proceeds to tell me about the first time they "tried one out." I just can't hear stories like that. I'm sure I went from laughing, joking around, to a ghost face, w/choking back tears eyes. However, I turned my head, and counted to ten (while they all talked), and was able to "reset."

Yesterday we spent time out on the water, wakeboarding and riding the waverunners. S12 has a "girlfriend" now, and she came over in the evening to go out with us. I surprised my H and S9 and made... RIBS! They LOVE them! They SAY they turned out pretty good, and were excited to get them, but who knows how good they really were!! I don't eat them, so I couldn't compare.

I'm heading out to walk the dog this am. S12 has football camp this week, so the house will get lively in another hour and a half.

H remains friendly, seeking me out, wanting my involvement in things... I'm having a really hard time w/this weight thing. I made a major commitment to myself yesterday, prayed hard about it, and am on Day Two of healthfulness.


Me-46, D-21, S15, S13

After many years w/my head in the sand...
I FILED
Divorced 6/2011

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.