The adventure chronicles

[AFWAW]

Well, it's been a while so I thought I'd give an update. I returned from my TDY in New Mexico and the wife stayed at home for a week instead of moving back to her apartment. We got along well and it appeared that things were progressing as they should towards reconcilliation. But alas, she moved back to her apartment after one week. She kept calling everyday for a week after that and we went out to lunch a few times. We had long conversations--not arguements but discussions about our future. She told my daughter again that she was coming home. Fast forward to this past weekend. She is all the sudden very angry again. I ask her what's wrong? She starts bringing up stuff from when we first got married again and says she should have got an annulment? I said you're kidding, you're still holding on to that stuff? Why? She said she didn't know. I said, I'm never going to be good enough for you, am I? She said, probably not. That pissed me off pretty good. So, not a lot has changed. I thought it had but I guess the only difference is I haven't had the emotional breakdowns I had when this first started. My counselor told me that folks that hold on to anger like this and can't seem to let anything go from the past are more likely to get cancer as thier bodies are more stressed than someone who is able to forgive and let stuff go.