What a weekend...

[AlexEN]

Sara,

Maybe it was the power of suggestion, but I had song lyrics popping into my head all day today on the lengthy drive to drop S9 at camp and the return trip without him... But, it wasn't Carly Simon I was hearing in my head (as I drove along with W who seems almost like a stranger to me now), it was a Beatles song I don't remember hearing in years:

You've Got a Hold on Me...

I don't like you
But I love you
Seems that I'm always
Thinking of you
Oh, oh, oh,
You treat me badly
I love you madly
You've really got a hold on me
You've really got a hold on me
You really got a hold on me
You really got a hold on me,

I don't want you,
But I need you
Don't want to kiss you
But I need too
Oh, oh, oh
You do me wrong now
My love is strong now
You've really got a hold on me
You've really got a hold on me
You really got a hold on me
You really got a hold on me, baby

I love you and all I want you to do
Is just hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me

I want to leave you
Don't want to stay here
Don't want to spend
Another day here
Oh, oh, oh, I want to split now
I just can't quit now
You've really got a hold on me
You really got a hold on me
You really got a hold on me, baby

I love you and all I want you to do
Is just hold me, please, hold me, squeeze, hold me, hold me

You've really got a hold on me
You've really got a hold on me
You really got a hold on me
You've really got a hold on me


I think that's the tug of war so many of us have...

-AlexEN